This is the least possible way I can be practical with the study habit I am more comfortable with. Lotsa perks I love it.

And maybe you can check my Tumblr account, it’s sometimes easier to maintain.

I know right, I am not updating this much! Hope you understand but I am a busy person you know, but I am enjoying it for whatever reasons.

I am really lagging behind. I don’t even remember all the details that happen to me day by day. All I know is that Finance cases are killing me, Accounting is also a stress but our Professor makes it lovable , I got tons of readings piled up in my folder case, I’m busy making money for SPC, I always go home late, I’m always in Xocolat, I am always in MCDO, I feel and I hope that I’m losing weight because of the stress, I got sick, and the list goes on.

Stress indeed.

But today, classes are suspended. And so I rejoice!

And so today, I post  some highlights of my busy life.

• I highly recommend, Banapple Katipunan. Food is just so great and so with their desserts
• Thanks to Zarco for that free cut, I finally got the time for a new hair cut. And life is just so spontaneous when I’m with Carla And ih btw, I love the iced tea serve in Profiles.
• Had a photoshoot for SPC. Thanks to Bia Catbagan for making our pictures worth looking at. You’re really the best of the great!
• Watched Ice Age 3 with the sweetest Uncle in the whole world
• Posed for random while in Xocolat, case studying. I dont look as much stressed as I do.
• Suffering from an allergy which prohibits me from wearing shorts.
• And lastly, sorry for the poor format of this post.
  
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That was the FIRST TIME yet it almost changed my perspective as a whole.

I never thought that it’ll be this soon. I’ve seen a lot of this in televisions, never did I thought of attending one. Ok, this is getting absurd, i better stop fooling around here. Okay, so this almost life changing I am referring to is my experience in a trial court. And yes, I stand to my first statement.

As a requirement in my Law class, i marked my calendar for this “field work.” Oh yes, I was excited at first because I expect to see what I always see in teledramas and the like. I didn’t know what to wear at first, i thought, rather my groupmates and I thought, that a corporate attire or a very formal attire is the appropriate one. Good thing that a couple of early birds told us that a casual or smart attire will do,had they not, it’s gonna be a major fashion victim case for us.

We went at the Quezon City RTC before office hours. We first had a hard time finding a court room that will discuss civil cases for that day, almost all were scheduled for criminal cases,but luckily at random look in our left and right, we found one. And since we bear the name of being a UP student, it wasn’t that hard before the staff allow us to come in and observe, it was as if they were waiting for us.

So the court room was small- opposite of what I totally imagined. There were even no seats vacant for us six people. There were a lot of lawyers in the room- so far so good that I expect it. There were few commoners. And good thing, we weren’t in corporate attire, we would have been mistaken as young lawyers.

The judge was late and I guess it’s culturally dictated. By the time the judge come in, everything was put into silence. And there my experience started. We attended a pre-trial of around 10 civil cases. It was totally different from what I expected. Everything went fast. And to be honest, I understand only a few. The scenario was like a girl on the right side of the judge will read a case, and the lawyers under that case would come up front. They would exchange a couple of arguments, some would just reschedule their hearing, there were this one who brought with him a representative of the plaintiff’s saying that they were now open for a compromise, there were some whose lawyer’s weren’t present, in short it was too much for that moment. I was totally blank at first, I didn’t expect it coming that way. My mind was set only for a single case, the usual I see in TV.

Luckily, there was this short cross-examination scheduled midway the pre-trial, and that was the highlight of my experience. At least, for that moment, those I visualize somewhat happened. A defendant stood up and sat on the witness’ seat. And the lawyer of the plaintiff started asking him questions, showing him papers. There was tension for every answer. The defendant’s lawyer, unethically I suppose, explicitly coaches his client what to answer. The plaintiff who happens to be sitting in front of us, comments violently for every answer she hears. The lawyers of both parties are almost quarreling. And what surprise me the most, is when the plaintiff named Victoria GAddi pulled out from her bag a poison letter and then she simultaneously said “Sinungaling” to the defendant Mr. Gaddi as he leaves the room. I didn’t expect anything like that, but I like that something colorful added to my experience.

It left me with a great impact. I don’t know if it is too early to say, but that experience made me realize that for some reasons, I don’t or I wont fit into the profession. I can’t handle that kind of stress, particularly those not actually mine. I can’t argue on the top of my voice, I can’t seem to think of defending a client who is at guilt, I can’t seem to carry the burden if ever I fail my client. There are a lot I can’t seem to handle, or as of the moment were discouraged to do. The only nice thing I’ve observed is that at the end of the day, the lawyers were acting civil to each other, or we can even label them “friends.”

I will write whatever I want to write. I warn you, this doesn’t have any coherence so please bare with me.

I look forward to a long weekend. I hope that my Econ’s professor absence early today won’t lead to any make up class. I’m just too tired for a make up class, it eats up my time. I know it’s a need for me to hear her lectures but how about self study? NATTT. I suck in Econ.And by saying I suck, it means BIGTIME.

I hope UVLE would really be very useful. I hope not to read any  make up class announcements. *fingers crossed.

I have a lots of cases to work on with. Good thing I have the best group mates. We’re all together with this constructive stress we’re faced with.

Looking back, I am very proud to have taken BA 101 last semester under Pres. Roman. It was the best experience, and it provided me the best training ground ever for case studying.

CASES much. I’m excited to report because I just so miss wearing corporate attire And i have new shoes to wear

I want to go on a diet.

I sorely miss my father. Just the thought of him makes me teary-eyed.

I’m missing my boyfie. I love you forever. Always have. Always will ♥

I just discovered that I have a kinda low self esteem. But ughh, i still feel that it isn’t the case

I feel the need to buy more green clothes. Err, FINANCE purposes O_o

Day by day, I’m starting to get used to the idea that indeed, Junior year is the hardest

CBA is the best. CBA PRIDE. ♥

Finally, yes finally, my  mom allowed me to have my hair rebonded. Friends say that since I have straight hair, relax treatment is better off.. Uhh, no idea

It’s my friend’s and cousin’s birth day A greeting was all i could give for now. Sorry naman o_0

I still want an SLR cam.

Thanks to Sinay for dropping me off in Tiendesitas today, it feels good to be early home.

And oh, i didn’t see Kuya *Carla’s driver today. He’s just a nice guy

RANDOM much. Slacking off isn’t a good idea BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO me.